remodeling my dad's house

is gay . haha
its pretty boring. i just sit around
later on, when my lil sister goes down the street to her friend's birthday party i have to practically babysit.

today its like 75 freaking degrees outside and its only the begining of march.
i really wanna go to the beach but idk if im gonna go.
i might go tmrw with my aunt and family ; but unsure as of yet.

last night i realized, i sometimes dont feel as though i belong anywhere
not ann's house [bestfriend], dad's house, mom's house.
i just feel left out most of the time.
i think its called depression haha
but seriously
kinda feeling lost lately.
and lonely . thats where my description of this blog comes into play.

and i have been waiting to see this new boy that moved in across the street . he's my age.
i wondered if he was cute. i thought he was.
but thoughts obviously dont get far hahah he looks like one of the bevis&butthead characters hahaha
immmm mean !
but the other boy across the street , his name is shawn . . . no luck with him haha
i was ugly back in '07 !
lmfao !


soo , like what? 3 or 4 days until Jonas Brothers release their tour dates :)))
that makes alot of thing better. im deff trying to go. i love them :)
& cant wait to see them :)

laterr !
xoxoxo Ashleyyy